Upset..
-because of misjudgment...

People..

-that's the way it is...

Your intention is what you think is cool..

-perceived badly...

* i'll get over it..
* gotta feel secured..

SOMEDAY, someone's gonna love me..

The way i wanted you to need me..

SOMEDAY, someone's gonna take your place..

One day I'll forget about you

You'll see, I won't even miss you..

SOMEDAY, I know someone's gonna be there..

...SOMEDAY

Woo!!! Finally graduated with a college degree!!!

Now that i have finished my BSN course - i'm on with the Nursing Board Review..

Wishing...

Hoping...

Praying to GOD...

- for the approval of the university to let me take the BOARD EXAM

...and if that happens...

- Wish me luck to pass the BOARD EXAM on the 11th and the 12th of JUNE this year...



geri

These few days had been so like of a "topsy-turvy"
Depressing in a way that even if I passed the preliminaries,
it's not the grade that I had expected.
I just feel insecure again...
Damn!!!
My life recently just get bumping downward and upward and sideways
:sigh:
I guess my disorder's striking me again and I hate it...
I got a fight with my very close and special friend and it seems that it makes me more stiff and unable to breathe normally
I don't know...
My family also causes me more pressures...
Ahhh!!!
I'm so much losing strength...

Attitude check please........

Wanna break out and run away!
But I can't simply escape...

There is nothing wrong...
Everything is just normal...

I will LIVE!

I felt really sorry for what had happened to ********...
I know I don't have the right to feel and sympathize but I just can't be INSENSITIVE...
I still do care for him.
If only I could...
Oh....
I just can't concentrate...

Not in my state of mind...


When will I put end to these THINGS?

I just want PEACE of MIND...

It's getting

harder...

harder...

harder...

HUMAN NATURE
Madonna

[Spoken:]
Express yourself, don't repress yourself [repeat 4
times]

[Chorus:]

And I'm not sorry (I'm not sorry)
It's human nature (it's human nature)
And I'm not sorry (I'm not sorry)
I'm not your bitch don't hang your shit on me (it's
human nature)

You wouldn't let me say the words I longed to say
You didn't want to see life through my eyes
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)
You tried to shove me back inside your narrow
room
And silence me with bitterness and lies
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)

Did I say something wrong?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
(I musta been crazy)
Did I stay too long?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't speak my mind
(What was I thinking)

[chorus]

You punished me for telling you my fantasies
I'm breakin' all the rules I didn't make
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)
You took my words and made a trap for silly fools
You held me down and tried to make me break
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)

[Bridge:]

Did I say something true?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
(I musta been crazy)
Did I have a point of view?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about you
(What was I thinking)

[chorus]

Express yourself, don't repress yourself [repeat
twice]
Express yourself, don't repress yourself [repeat
twice]

[bridge]
[chorus]

[chorus, with the following spoken substitutions]
(I'm not apologizing)
(Would it sound better if I were a man?)
(You're the one with the problem)
(Why don't you just deal with it)

[chorus, with the following spoken substitutions]
(Would you like me better if I was?)
(We all feel the same way)
(I have no regrets)
(Just look in the mirror)

[chorus, with the following spoken substitutions]
(I don't have to justify anything)
(I'm just like you)
(Why should I be?)
(Deal with it)